Every day when I wake up, the first thing I think about is you and I am grateful to have you as my wife.
The distance between us has been tearing me apart, and I am sorry for all suffering that you have experienced. However, from the depths of my being, I need you to know that my life without you is pointless and empty.
Falling in love with you was the easiest and most effortless thing I have ever done, and I am grateful for every moment we have shared. You are the love of my life, and nothing else matters to me except you. Every day that I am alive, I am aware of this. I loved you the day we started chatting, the day you sent me first voice message; I love you today, and I will love you for the rest of my life.
I messed thing up and I know that you mad at me. I chose the wrong words to express my feelings, and it sounds like I was blaming you. But darling, I devoted my life to protecting you, taking care of you, and I never meant to hurt you.
Sometime I am too protective and conservative that I forgot to care about your feelings. It will never happen again.
You are the best wife – the one who is most capable of caring for people, and especially of taking care of me. It’s just about the distance – physically and literally. You can see how I proudly tell people that how good you are. You earned the love of mom not because of me persuade her, but because you are that wonderful.
I just wanted you to know my feelings so that we could fix the problem. Life is full of problems and struggles, but I will always be the one who steps back to make you comfortable and solve them all. I promise.
I will make things right between us, and I want you to know that you don’t have to change or be anyone other than yourself. The only reason I fight so hard for our relationship is because of my love for you, and nothing will ever stop me from doing that, not even my tendency to be stubborn.
I lost weight and fixed my appearance to make you proud. I changed my career to give you the life you need. I became a well-respected person in society to be sure that everyone will respect you too.
The only reason I can do all those extraordinary things is because of your love. And I am sure I’m the only one whose love can give you the most beautiful life you ever imagined.
Today is exactly three months since the day I returned to Vietnam. I chose to come back here in tears because I want to ensure our future – a future where I can stay by your side 100% and take care of you for the rest of my life. It’s a painful decision to me.
This situation sucks, but now I have a good foundation and reputation to be one of the best in the industry in wherever you want to settle down. Today, Google interviewed me as a new rise tech influencer. But all of that is meaningless to me without you.
Let me be me, be your husband, and you will see that this little bump in our way to a happy marriage has already been resolved.
I gave you the love that most people search their whole lives for and never find, but I messed it up a bit. I hope that you knew what I am suffering, going through right now and how regret I am.
Please forgive me, because I can’t live a day without your love. I will never, ever hurt you again.
Your beloved husband,